my bobbin space.

2009-11-12T21:42:00.003+08:00

Things just have to happen during critical periods. Things just have to go wrong at the wrong time.

I have to, once again, pull through it, and must not allow it to affect my exams this time.

I want to pull up my cap. BADLY.

2009-10-31T01:49:00.002+08:00

It's been a super long time since i last blogged. =)

Uni life is getting more and more interesting and worth anticipating. Having friends definitely make lots of difference.

I remember in year 1, I didn't join any frigging camps at all, due to some unanticipated events at home. I end up going to campus after everyone had their orientation camps and all, and I stepped into campus not knowing anyone that's i the LT. It's scary you know, and I hate that feeling. Gradually, that feeling faded, and I was like a loner, walking around in school alone, going to lectures alone, apart from knowing Clarice in English module. No one to go to for queries, and I was timid i didn't dare ask questions. And so, I screwed my first and second semesters real bad.

Lucky for me, I went with NUSCO to Poland at end of Sem 2, and it forged lots of friendships. I always look forward to practices nowadays, albeit talking about ponning practices sometimes. haha. Year 2 sem 1 I met this group of friends, and now I have a group of friends taking same modules together. It felt so much better, and I quit being a loner. I enjoy uni life much more now! =)

I know I sound a bit clique, but that's really all that happened. I seriously hope I can do better this semester, pulling up my cap so as to make it to Summer Programmes.

Now's the exam period once again. Go for it, everyone! GO GO GO! =)

I want to take lots lots lots lots photos after exams!

2009-08-14T19:58:00.000+08:00

sch reopens. work returns. responsibility awaits.

i dont understand what that means. maybe to ask me just to mind my own business? or to ask me to do more work. sometimes saying things directly makes a lot of difference.

i smile. but i dont know why. Because i feel the opposite in me.

ultimate sian-ness.

2009-07-16T21:03:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time since i last blogged.

returned from nusco europe trip last friday. it was definitely a VERY VERY FUN experience. apart from the prize we won, the interaction between members is definitely fruitful. uploaded tons of photos at facebook and had notification spam! lols.

went for commencement dinner performance rehearsals ytd and today. very happy to be able to play with such famous renowned players! Iskandar Ismail wrote the song we are performing and he is playing keyboard. Jatinder Singh is playing tabla. the violin and cello players are awesome. and the jazz band people are very cool too. =) had a small chat with jatinder it was very interesting listening to his experiences. =) really very honoured to have such a chance to perform with them. although it is only 1 song. ho.

must do a good job tmr! audiences include president and education minister. very exciting! haha =)

visit my photoblog for more updates! www.photosbybob.tumblr.com

2009-06-24T11:17:00.001+08:00

back from HK on sunday. please go to my photoblog www.photosbybob.tumblr.com for the photos! and please help me click on those googleads! TYTY. =)

2009-05-19T13:38:00.000+08:00

I AM VERY VERY HAPPY!!
hehehehehe but it's to be kept as a secret.

TILL THEN!

2009-05-04T14:17:00.001+08:00

please go to www.photosbybob.tumblr.com

i think i wont be updating this blog. maybe once in a blue moon. =)

2009-04-21T21:26:00.002+08:00

im really procrastinating a lot.

sucks.

anyways. i set up a photoblog@ tumblr. kind of fun. photoshopping and putting the photos i took up. =)

i want a dslr!

2009-04-16T23:14:00.002+08:00

my dad called the hdb guy cos he apparently left a card and say "call for enquiries". den my dad told him all the facts.

and when asked may we know who the person who complained was. he said he didnt know also because it was an online complaint. that person didnt state his address.

WTFH RIGHT. so hdb will believe any faker who go online and complain issit?

he said yea he had to walk all the way from his office to my house to verify what the annonymous complainer said.

LOLOLOLS RIGHT. so according to their policy. IF i were to go their website and leave an annonymous complaint like................

Hi I'm a resident of ulu pandan ave 100 I'd need your help to mediate with my neighbour of blk 10003 #100-200. I'm very worried about the 50 pots of plants this neighbour hangs along the corridor. They are potential hazards. Please do something about it as we live on th 100th floor. Thank you.

AND THEN. the ulu pandan hdb branch will send some ulu officers to this unit and tell him off. even though he strongly denied having plants hanging there. AND THEN they would just dont care about who the person who complained was. COS THEY HAVE NO MEANS TO KNOW. lols.

WHAT"S WRONG WITH THE GVT! how can they take such annonymous complaints so seriously. it could be an 8-year-old who saw his neighbour having drums and wants it too but his parents dont want to buy and he is jealous so he anyhow go hdb website complain. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE LEH.

lols. WHAT A JOKE.

2009-04-15T14:05:00.002+08:00

REALLY ANNOYING.

today i woke up and realise it's brunch time. den i went downstairs to eat. and just when i was about to have my first mouth of food. knock knock. i went to open the door cause i thought it would be my singtel modem. lol. but then i saw this uncle who claimed he was from HDB.

the uncle ask me if i got a drum at home. den i say why? he said a neighbour complained about noise coming from our house. and SPECIFICALLY say it was us drumming from 6AM TO 11PM.

I WAS LIKE WTH?! firstly. who would drum at 6am? lols. we were all still in bed la!
secondly. we have an electronic drumset we always control the volume until very soft one. AND WE DONT PLAY UNTIL 11PM. if we do we always stop before 9PM cos ah gong and ah ma come home alrdy den we dont usually play cos they might think it's noisy.

and when i asked who complained. he looked at a piece of paper ( i assume that's the complain letter) and say errm SOMEONE 3 DOORS UP DOWN LEFT RIGHT from your home. LOLS THE PERSON WHO COMPLAIN DONT EVEN DARE TO REVEAL HIS OWN IDENTITY.

if it's really 3 doors away can hear. DEN HE MUST BE HALLUCINATING. we always close windows and doors to play and the last time we opened our doors and windows to play it didnt even travel further then 2 doors I WENT TO CHECK PERSONALLY BEFORE I PLAY.

i think that whoever this person is. he is jealous of my drumset. he is a person who hates music. he is a loner. lols. somemore i havent touched my drumset for some time ever since semester started. just last sunday me and my sister played guitar and drums together AND IT WAS LIKE 12PM. NOON.

my next door neighbour dont complain about it at all and someone 3 doors up down left right say it's a lot of noise. LOLS. it's either he has a faulty clock which tells wrong time or he has schizophrenia. however you spell it.

im truly angry abt this incident. IT IS CLEAR THAT IT IS A TOTAL BIG FAT LIE. if someone comes knocking at my door again. PROVE IT TO ME LA. RECORD DOWN THE SOUND LA. must be ghost drum man. everyday 11pm im watching discovery channel with my parents. lols.

VERY ANGRY.

2009-04-06T22:11:00.002+08:00

oh ya. i rmbed something i saw which was fwiggin disgusting.

ytd we went to eat suki sushi at hougang. then the table opposite me i saw these 2 girls probably about 15 or 16. sitting together with them was a man in his 40s or 50s. and at first glance you would have thought that it's just a normal daddy bringing daughters to eat sushi.

But after a while, i heard them mention "my mummy......... my brother........ my daddy blah blah..." and i realise that that guy is not their dad and perhaps he might be their uncle or something. BUTTTTTTT. a while after. i saw one of them move to the seat beside the guy. and the following would be disgusting..

THE GUY WAS LIKE PUTTING HIS ARMS AROUND THE GIRL'S SHOULDERS AND PULLING HER NEAR HIMSELF. AND THEM HE DID A KISS-CHEEK ACTION.

i was like. PUUUKE. totally spoiled my appetite. sooper disgusting! why these girls want to sacrifice their own body and soul just to have some materialistic wants or other stuff. why let him eat your tofu so that you can eat sushi.

but then again. i felt sorry for the girls. i pity their parents. dont know what their reaction would be when they see this. YUCKS.

and there goes my appetite.

2009-04-06T12:26:00.003+08:00

IM EXCITED.

cant wait for exams to be here and get it over and done with. because lots of fun's awaiting me! hehee.

self-planned HK trip with mummy and sisters.
Poland trip with NUSCO.

ALL IN JUNE. soooper excited. =)

2009-04-01T17:48:00.002+08:00

RETAINERS SUCK! sooper pain man. i have the invisalign for the top and the normal ones for the bottom. the dentist said i had to wear it PERMANENTLY. except during eating. ahhhh so mafan! taking it out is sooper mafan and painful. den putting it back is equally uncomfortable. rarrr. didnt know the retainers are permanent! yucks.

but the invisible retainer is really good, really cannot see it at all. so can smile at ease. haha. =)

ok exams are really coming very very soon. i want them to be over fast. but i dont really feel like mugging. aiz. JIAYOU BOB!

oh ya. happy bday ANSEL! (his birthday is really on April's Fool day haha)

2009-03-29T01:13:00.003+08:00

hello =)

Had our last practice before exams. tried all songs for poland competition. and there's yaozuwuqu, tianmimi, xiaochenggushi, rasa sayang, feitian, xiyangyang, diyicideshouhuo, huahaoyueyuan. all very traditional CO songs. lols. except yaozu. and then they stress that we must get some sort of prize cos it'll mean representing NUS take part in international competition den quite pretigious (?). haha. ok jiayous.

owells. SYF is really here. my sister's band syf is like 1st april. one more week! den TJCO's 6th may. omg JIAYOU EVERYONE!!

kind of just recovered from stomach flu. didnt go skl from wed to friday. missed lots of lectures! ahhh.

going msia in 4hours plus time to sao mu. i can smell food my mummy's preparing for tmr. lol YUMMY ok bb.

2009-03-20T11:48:00.001+08:00

My sister. jelene. on her trumpet. =)
Nice shot huh. :)

2009-03-19T14:56:00.002+08:00

i'm blogging using my phone now, in stats lecture. The lecturer is too hard to understand. Sians.

Anyways just got back the history test. Didnt really study much but the result wasnt bad. Not as bad as i had expected. But history essay still not done. 5 more days! Ho better buck up bob!

Wondering whether to take erhu grading. And also deciding between nus or nafa grading. Former is less stressful i guess since our conductor is the examiner. But dont know if it's recognised? Ho. And if i want to take, will have to practice, that equals time. Hmmm. Shall decide after poland trip.

Hope everything will go on smoothly. Exams. Tests. Assignments. Midi composition. Essays. Better improve on cap!

Ok 10 minutes break's up. Bb. Haha.

2009-03-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

I've decided. TO GO POLAND. =)

happy happy. ok. bb.

2009-03-11T15:19:00.002+08:00

totally feel like sleeping and sleeping. no mood for studying. i dont know why.

life's been really demoralising.

give me a break.

2009-03-09T00:58:00.002+08:00

concert's over. i know it's weird. but i kind of miss THAT feeling. the nervousness in me when we play HUANG HE. =)

all was well. but i cant be sure of what's ahead. tests and deadlines. rarrr.

and im not going poland. NO MONEY! sads.

ok back to my tutorial.

2009-02-28T23:00:00.004+08:00

concert's in a week's time! WOOHOOO. soooooper fast!

anyways. mid term break is ending sooper sooooon. test and more tests.

im so forgetful i had to make a timetable and put it as my phone's wallpaper.

lols.

2009-02-18T00:27:00.002+08:00

NUSCO'S GOING POLAND! OMG POLAND EH. can take lots of nice photos! AHHH cant wait for it. but the price a bit expensive. lols.

NUSCO'S CONCERT'S COMING.

7 Mar.
8pm.
UCC.
12 16 20 bucks.

who wants can get from me tickets cheaper. :)

lols i wonder who reads my blog anyway. haha.

2009-02-13T23:50:00.004+08:00

recently went to esplanade pretty often. msia's relative came. me and papa drove them around. went to flyer and esplanade. then my mum's friends from msia came. we went AGAIN. and i took photos again.

My mummy's friend's son.

The daughter.

My cousin =) plus my sisters. looks like an album cover. LOLS i ask them to pose one.

Esplanade's bald tree. looks spooky.

Taken at esplanade roof. somewhere.

2009-01-25T15:14:00.002+08:00

Had Reunion Dinner just now.

Now I'm at home with nothing to do.

And here's a VERY CUTE PHOTO OF MY COUSIN ANSEL. :)

(I didnt force him to do that ok lols.)

2009-01-20T12:11:00.002+08:00

I am very annoyed.

I left my bag at a seat in the canteen just now and i went to buy my macaroni. But when I was back, I see this old man sitting at another seat at my table. And den I said:

"Sorry but I'd left my bag on this table alrdy."

And he angrily accused me of chasing him away. and said in a GW accent:

" Your bag's here but my body's here. You are asking me to leave? You are not supposed to put ur bag here and go off to buy food anyway. (blah blah i didnt bother to listen)"

Den i said:

"But my friends are coming later to sit at this table...."

Den he said:

"BUT MY BODY"S HERE."

WHAT THE HELL LA. I left my bag there i chopped the table. I DONT CARE ABOUT UR STOOPID BODY. It's ok if he say he'll be fast and sorry. BUT ALL THE STOOPID THINGS HE SAID. LOLS. I put my bag there den i come back den i got seat ma. cos it's LUNCH TIME of course must chop place.

This isnt the first time this happened. Last week I came back with my food and there were 2 GW guys sitting at my table. AND SHIFTED MY BAG AWAY. THIS IS MORE INFURIATING. and when i looked at them thinking of what to say. THEY DIDNT EVEN BOTHER. THEY JUST ATE LIKE PIGS. rarrr. luckily there was a table behind I just shifted my stuff over.

STOOPID RITE. I CANT STAND THESE PEOPLE. THESE GW PEOPLE. SUCKS.

2009-01-06T15:07:00.003+08:00

after hibernating for so looooong. I shall hereby announce that.........

THIS BLOG MIGHT HIBERNATE FURTHER. lols.

here. look at some of my masterpieces. lols.

H50 - Spider web

2008-12-01T17:24:00.001+08:00

H50 - Spider web
Originally uploaded by jazreelluar

2008-11-27T14:59:00.003+08:00

super long nvr blog alrdy.

exams ending in 2 days time. woohooo.

i think my CAP sure die. but dont care now first. lols.

i cant wait for sunday to come!! dtxpress IV =)

2008-11-13T17:48:00.001+08:00

RARR.

give me a reason besides THAT.

2008-10-15T02:39:00.001+08:00

bob's such a loner. BOOOO.

2008-10-08T12:23:00.003+08:00

i have no life!

co practiced hua mu lan. nice song. and the soloist gave a different feel from the tjco soloist. quite cool i guess and this time round im playing gaohu not erhu. another diff experience.

realise my blog is rather dead now. but nevertheless i'll blog when i feel like to.

i want to have a DSLR! i think DSCs arent interesting anymore.

it1002 test later. wish me good luck.

2008-10-04T22:48:00.001+08:00

I was so blur! i submitted wrong files. and i died horribly. IM SO SADD. IM SO SADD.

2008-09-18T22:03:00.001+08:00

SHUT UP.

im like a bubble. im going to burst.

2008-09-15T22:04:00.001+08:00

be brave, bob.

2008-09-10T12:16:00.003+08:00

qet module is irritating. there's debate and compo-writing which is taking quite a big portion of my time.

played badminton on sunday. had a great time but for dont know what reason i actly fell sick after badminton session. didnt go skl yest had to miss 2 lectures.

i did my it1002 tutorial last night and just now when i went tutorial. I REALISE I LEFT IT ON MY TABLE FORGOT TO BRING. felt like strangling myself LOL.

last week didnt go maths tutorial cos overslept. ytd didnt go again cos sick. den the TA emailed me and say she assume i change tutorial timeslot. WTH? so i replied saying "Thanks for ur concern blah blah". lol.

so fast. mid-term tests are coming. statistics test next wed. maths test next next next friday. econs test next next next monday. but next next week is mid-term recess. one week break to study test. OWELLS. seemed like school had just started but half a sem had alrdy passed by. FAST.

im quite tired. im stressed. because i dont seem to be able to do maths when lots of other ppl seem to be sooper good at it. HOWWW. tmr is thursday. will be having co. shall i quit co to concentrate on studies? i dont know. SL just called to ask me help to teach new comers erhu. i dont know why but i agreed. why do i feel obliged to do everything ppl ask of me? i carn reject. dont know why. i feel like passing my tutee to parps to teach cos teaching him is taking up quite a lot of my time esp travelling. argh everything is so messy now. i shall write down my plan.

should i quit co? should i not go for cca so as to be a mugger?

I REALLY DONT KNOW.

2008-08-31T22:47:00.002+08:00

politics.
mundane, yet dramatic.

tmr's english lesson need to bring articles but obviously i dont have the mood to dig out my gp notes on animal cloning. so shall just google or bring my laptop to skl for lesson. but still. i dont like debates.

owells. bought a new skl bag because mummy keep complaining that i look kiddy with my old school bag which had lasted for 6 years (cool rite). lol. bought a nike one and a laptop carrier at mustafa last night. i love mustafa cos it's a nice place to shop for everything and anything you'll need and it's 24 hours. somemore the sports brand stuff are a bit cheaper than outside esp the water bottles. really got everything lor. got electrical appliances tv camera and electronic gadgets medical stuff bags shirts supermarket stationery and everything. LOL.

sians. maths mod now den teach derivatives. tut 1 and 2 i totally dont know how to do.

owells. statistics and JAVA are doing fine. but not for maths. hmmm.

bb.

2008-08-20T11:56:00.002+08:00

hohoho. school had started. and i seemed so lost.

probly cos i didnt go for orientation camps and stuff. but mostly because the lecture are so fast-paced. i dont understand how some people can actly understand. esp maths lectures. RARR. and what's worse is that i have to take english mod. which means have to write ESSAYS. sooper sad rite! aiz.

owells. but the best thing is. this 2 weeks my wednesday lecture starts at friggin 4. but once tut start. NO MORE REST! sians.

got my laptop finally. it looked rather biggg. but the stats are quite good i dont mind. =) it's just that it wouldnt fit into my laptop bag i bought for my previous laptop.

it's scary when you see people asking questions from tutorial at forum when u havent even start to print ur tutorial qns. it's scary when u sit there wondering why why why and there's a whole lot of people out there nodding their heads. how how how? rarrr.

owells.

2008-08-10T12:35:00.002+08:00

thank god for everything. thank god for all that had happened in the past 4 days.

2008-08-03T20:18:00.002+08:00

CORS is like so. irritating.

i bidded for 4 modules but got 3. because that module's min bid actly went up to 430. and my last bid before bidding closed was. 420. RARR. totally disgusted. and now i have to crack my head to plan 2 other mods. which is so mafan. [ahh]

i was a driver ytd and today. in the morning drove jevonne to dentist at katong and i did parallel parking WAS SO HAPPY I DID IT. lol. and den afternoon drove jelene to piano at joo chiat. and then fetched her from piano lesson and go tuition. did vertical parking 4 times. =). today. drove back from yishun. yea sounds far right! i feel so accomplished. hahaha. x')

WHEE gonna drink my icy soya milk with pearls. YUMMY bb.

2008-07-30T22:32:00.002+08:00

drove for the first time without my dad beside me. it was cool and i could even do vertical and parallel parking. surprisingly. =) drove my sis to skin centre and back. felt so accomplished. haha.

heard from news that LA had an earthquake ytd. wonder if lola's ok over there. hmm.

planning cors was a headache. oh ya QET results were out. BAND 4 for bob. sucks lor! just one more band to band 5 and i dont need to take any modules! but nvr mind. 1 mod.

CORS is really driving me crazy. bb i go do my timetable again. sian

2008-07-25T23:54:00.002+08:00

went to nus for science talk today. had to wake up at frigging 7 oclock so that can reach there at 9. owells. their welcome talk was just reading out names of the profs and all quite lame. but the cors talk quite useful ba. and i've changed my mind im studying statistics instead of chemistry alrdy. because i sort of have lesser confidence in my chemistry as each day passes. lolol. ok so yea statistics and applied probability. :)

after that had lunch at some sci fac canteen. THE RICE SUCKED so smelly. wont eat it again. lol. and den we went MPSH to see laptops and after walking around. mary me and weifen had decided we wld buy the thinkpad T400. cos can pour as much water as you like on it. can drop it as much times u want. and can step on it. lol. and we managed to psycho the person to give us freebies. hahaa. at first didnt want to buy. but since studying statistics i think better get one to back up my dell which is currently slogging on its 4th year and not really going strong. local connection point totally unusable. scrolling pad gone. space bar spoiled and i repaired it by pasting blue tack. screen has one pixel gone and there's a "mole". quite glad that it could last so long. given the fact that my sister's vaio lasted as long as it's warranty. lolol.

didnt know we need to apply for tertiary ezlink card. if not could be able to get it next tues. because i didnt know there's 2 cards. student card and ezlink card different eh. ok im a noob. lol.

finally decided not to go for camp. i wont regret it. because i saved 40 bucks and savaged 5 days of precious sleep i could get before school starts. not driving tmr again. due to some unforeseen circumstances. rarr.

does anyone know what is statistics in chinese?

2008-07-19T12:24:00.002+08:00

im tired of my blogskin and wants to change one but sadly blogskins.com is under construction. =(

qet ytd was crap. i think im in for extra modules. and after looking for information on what's MCs and GE and all those stuff. im confused! i dont know what modules to take. i wish i was in ntu where everything would be planned out and we dont bid and we have simple lives. hahaa jk.

ohya something stupid happened at the dentist ytd. my mom went for her appt at 7 but the receptionist said we had to wait till 8 for ours because the 6 oclock one was late. being nice ppl we said ok and we waited. and guess what this frigging late person was a great wall person who have noisy ringtones and when he had to wait for a while he too made a lot of noise. and then when he went in i knew there was trouble because our dentist is a nice indian guy but who has good temper. and luckily there was a chinese nurse to translate. and then after 20 minutes he came out with fillings in his tooth and we went in for our turn. and during our 45 minutes consultation. this man was outside making a big fuss quarelling with the receptionist. he was asked to pay 80 bucks for his consultation but he refused and insist that he doesnt have to pay that much in his homeland. and complained that the dentist was in the wrong because he wasnt told that it would hurt and he is hurting like a madass now. inside the consultation room we could hear his rants loudly and we were wondering how a man in GREAT pain could talk so loudly. LOLS. our dentist sure has great eq. and then the receptionist came in and asked the dentist what to do and he said GIVE HIM PAINKILLERS. but guess what the man say he doesnt want it he wants to see the doctor and keep saying he doesnt have time (while busy ranting for 45 minutes). we were laughing in the room at such a barbarian and what's even funnier was that the receptionist was laughing her way throughout the whole incident she is a PRO. lol. and then our nice dentist said ASK HIM TO GO AND DONT COME BACK AGAIN. but the man wouldnt budge.

ok now the man doesnt want to pay. but he wouldnt leave. he's in great pain. and doesnt want painkillers. he doesnt have time. and is ranting for 45 minutes.

I HATE THESE PEOPLE. i wonder if he paid in the end. after we came out he was apparently still there and complained to my mum. LOL my mum said some sarcastic stuff like YOU ARE IN GREAT PAIN ALREADY DONT TALK IT"LL BE WORSE. LOL. and he kept saying it's 400RMB it's too exp. LOLS. den dont do it laaaa the dentist would definitely have told you the price before he set his tools on your tooth. STUPID PPL I BET IF THEY GAVE HIM A DISCOUNT HE WOULD DEFINITELY PAY AND SHUT UP. lolol.

ok 2 more weeks and it's off to uni life! =)

2008-07-16T14:47:00.002+08:00

finally the mood to blog. because. QET IS ON FRIDAY AND I SURE DIE. lol.

havent collect my a level cert and sgc yet and i was so worried that they might throw them away or burn them if i didnt collect it by 15th which was ytd as stated in the letter. so i called tjc up lol. im so lazy to travel to bedok just to take those pieces of paper. ulps.

i dont know why but i received 2 packages from nus. 2 exactly same envelope containing exactly same stuff including the list of dates and stuff to do and tuition grant thing. weird. anyway there are so many things to do before school starts im getting paranoid i wonder if i did everything alrdy. oh ya and i signed up for a science sow camp which i have no idea what it's abt but figured that joining a camp would most probly have some benefit.

maybe i'll transform out of my lazy self and go collect my certs later. hmmm MAYBE.

and i realise i miss my gc. ok random.

2008-06-30T11:04:00.002+08:00

it's been a really really really long time since i last blogged. lols.

anyways. tmr's nus medical checkup. quite sian cos need to travel all the way there just for it. and heard from parps their medical checkup took sooper long. rarr. but after that. will be PENGYOUS DINNER. x)

ytd's my great-grandmother's birthday. she had a 60-family member birthday bash. COOL HUH. lol. and i realise i have an uncle who's 2 months old. LOL?! and she say next year she's going to invite more people to her 80th birthday dinner. =)

my sister jelene went for a piano competition. i think it's east zone one. at prcs. anyway. the competition doesnt seem like a competition at all. it seemed more like an audition to me. 2 judges. participant. in an enclosed room. but i peeped. lol. and jelene havent even finish her 5 minutes and was 3/4 into her song when they crappily said ok stop. LYK WTH. totally hated it. there's no transparency or whatsoever. what a competition. so after that in order to make her not feel so sad. we went downtown east's eHub to eat pastamania and cycled. LOLS. and i must say the the new mall is really quite boring it felt like a food mall. lots of restaurants. and a huge fundazzle kind of thing. and random flipflop shops, ntuc, bowling. not much to shop.

ok that's all i shall go have my lunch. hmmm, i wonder when do we actly start to choose and bid for our major. hmmm.

2008-06-12T00:04:00.003+08:00

YAYYY ive received my registered mail. MY DRIVING LICENSE. =)

so anyways. i drove to ansel's school that day. to fetch him back. but i didnt drive back cos it was quite scary. lol. but ansel is too funneh! i was like asking him. 'can i go to your house and sleep on your bed?' den he angrily said NO! and i gave an angry face and say I DONT WANT TO TALK TO ANSEL ALRDY! and den suddenly he also gave an angry face and i kept asking him 'are you ok?' and after 5 times. he answered...

Ansel(A): I AM ANGRY!
BOB(B): whyyyy?
A: I AM ANGRY WITH DA JIE (ME) !!
B: *HOR* why?!
A: because....... because DAJIE SAY SHE DONT LOVE ME!
B: gives a stunned face. 0.0

LOLOLOLS den suddenly he LOL and den kept luffing. LOL HE TRICK ME SIA. he say HAHAHA DA JIE SO FUNNY. LOLOLLOLOLSS i was like angry and think it was funny at the same time. and den we hahahahaa. lol. isnt he cuuute. x')

and den he in the car. i asked him what he wants to eat. but however. HE ASKED ME WHAT I WANT TO EAT. and the qn goes like this.

A: M........... *attempts to draw lines in the air*......... and rice. what do you want?

i was like errrmmmm rice. den he say. NO! i want M. because M is macdonalds! LOLOLOL. den i asked him what's the lines stuff. he say it's spaghetti! LOL. i was like LMAO.

what an ANSEL. =)

2008-05-28T21:47:00.003+08:00

once a constant. this something is changing. it's like watching a m18 movie. with explicit content here and there. filled with ups and downs. protagonists. antagonists. everything. everything is present. sufficient to produce a 1000-episode series. or even more. if i can rate it. i'll give it 1/5 because the happenings are repetitive the antagonist just aint creative enough. perhaps i should blame it on the director. hmm.

i guess local dramas are not that lame afterall (although it's been eons since i last watch one). they seriously portray real local scenes. so real that it has become a boring thing to me. and perhaps this has caused me to not like them. owells. because i see lots everyday. i hear lots everyday. i wish i have a large earphone which is invisible and i can filter stuff that i like to hear and those i dont.

do not expect that everything is not going to change and is going to stay peaceful like you do see now. earthquakes happen unexpectedly. cyclone attacks out of nowhere. and changes may just back stab you anytime. just like the former. it doesnt just leave physical damage. it brings with it emotional and psychological effects that dont just wear off easily.

oh ya. MONEY IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL. dont believe? i have solid evidence.

2008-05-25T00:17:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO TJCO CONCERT IS JUST OVER AND IT ROCKED! im so happy to play for tjco. i hope i can make it every year. x')

at last i can have my afternoons but i will miss practices. i shall join NUSCO aha. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

i just drove papa's van around the neighbourhood lols it's so different la but SO FUN. hahaa.

TJCO ROCKS ROCKS ROCKS ROCKS!!! YAYYYYYY x')

2008-05-20T17:51:00.002+08:00

HOORAY I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! x') lol 2 more points and i would have failed. but nvr mind pass can alrdy. LOL.

owells. everything's going smoothly. NUS. driving license. next up is QET. qualifying english test. cos my GP D. ho. WAIYOU BOB. =)

ntu cbc called this morning to ask me RSVP the tea party this sat. SO ENTHU. lol. but i've alrdy RSVP with NUS. and i carn go both cos of tjco concert. ho.

didnt buy P-plate today cos it was out of stock. RARR. carn drive. [ahh]

ok bb gtg prac gaohu!

2008-05-19T13:10:00.003+08:00

forced to make glasses. although my short-sightedness didnt really shoot up or what ever. still at 175. but mummy say go uni will look at lots of computer (i dont know?) so must make glasses and wear them during lectures and stuff. owells. since it's transition lenses. i dont mind cos i think they are so coool they change to black colour under strong UV rays. lol.

ansel came my house ytd. he was tooo funneh!! he took my mr bean handphone thing and played with it. including putting under his armpit. and we were at this phototaking shop and he just shout very loudly. "seeee i put beanie under my armpit!" lololololol and i said. "EEUU ur armpit smelly?" and he lifted his arm and said" YOU SMELL!!!" LOLOLOLOLOL. and then i had to buy tjco concert dress. he keep asking "da jie, what colour u want?" while 'browsing' thru the dresses. den i was like errm" i want black" and i seriously regretted saying it. cos whenever he sees something black he keeps saying "THIS ONE? THAT ONE?" LOLOLOLOL. and when we were s buying groceries at NTUC. he did a very very sweeet thing! i was pushing the trolley and he was sitting on the trolley. and then he suddenly kissed me! lol. he is very smart too! he kept bumping his butt down the stairs at home and my dad told him DONT BUMP!. den he replied " ok must be gentle?" omg a 3-year-old uses the word gentle on his own so cool laa. and we went into a cake shop and i asked him to choose a bread. he chose a colourful donut and was so excited about it he keeps telling everyone he sees that he has a colourful donut. lolol.

owells. intensive gaohu practices before concert. BB.

2008-05-17T22:16:00.003+08:00

found this picture to be kind of special. heh.

anyways. went back to tj for co prac. and saw ms han! and i think i saw her baby too. lol.

still thinking abt nus and ntu. but 99% going nus cos my dad is producing huge amount of propaganda. influencing me to choose nus. to the extent that he wanted to complete the tuition loan thing TMR. to make me choose nus for sure. ARGH.

i dont understand. i dont.

2008-05-16T13:28:00.002+08:00

AFTER WAITING DAMN LONG. nus finally ACCEPTED ME! and here comes the admission package. ho. i really m stucked btw these 2. first, NUS letter came so late. and then. I had already done lots of self-propaganda-ing to convince myself that ntu CBC is good. but now. i have to reconvince myself dat nus science is the choice.

DOES NUS REALLY SOUNDS BETTER?

hmm. 70%=nus 30%=ntu now. here's my analysis.

NUS
1. nearer.
2. sounds nicer.
3. better rank.
4. no need stay hostel.
5. parents happy.
6. aunts and uncles happy.
7. ???

NTU
1. more specialised.
2. direct Hons.
3. ???

argh.

2008-05-14T23:02:00.002+08:00

went co dazu today. quite productive because i learnt how to play wen cheng gong zhu after going through twice and looking at the score for the first time. lols. but HK love suite is really a mess for me. it's so difficult! and i realise actly not a lot of seniors go back to help out for concert lehhh. ho. and dont know why i always feel kind of awkward during practices these days because the atmosphere is always so tense around me. ahaa. ppl do change and sometimes. change for the worse. ho. ahhh crap. i am so very sure that i played it correctly but somehow some ppl thinks that i played wrongly but im dead sure that im right! if im wrong (according to the score) i'll quit concert. HAA. sounds like a WIN-WIN situation for me. lolol. BUT IM SO VERY CHOP-STAMP GUARANTEE SURE LAA.

driving test next tuesday. MUST PASS!

ok i need to find time to practise if not i'll die on stage. =x

2008-05-11T21:38:00.002+08:00

my maid khin khin from myanmar arrived today. she is skinny and orhlulu. lols. but at least she understands and speaks english =) she say she went university in myanmar but after much probing by bob. i realised she only got diploma in econs. lol so cheaterbug!

no news from nus still. and i really wonder who the passerby at my tagboard is. aha. and i realised quite a lot of my nyjc friends got very good results ehhh. ho.

and lastly LIN YI RONG ROCKS~ =)

2008-05-07T15:52:00.003+08:00

amanda the rufff told me that since i havent receive nus letter. i might have just missed my first choice which is Science. and will most probably get into my second choice which is Bioengineering. and i said if she's right i'd treat her ben&jerry's. dat's because i dont really fancy BIOENGINEERING! argh. if she's right. den i'd definitely choose ntu. =)

ok i'm going to to the library after this post to start to read just in case i've forgotten everything. about. CHEMISTRY. owells.

TJCO concert dress code is really so mafan! cos need to buy all the stuff including shoes again which = needs to spend money. RARR. lol.

but anyway. TJCO concert 24th May come come watch!

2008-05-04T22:58:00.002+08:00

received ntu's letter. =) finally after waiting and getting anxious for so long. didnt get into TCM biomedical though. got into 2nd choice which is chemistry and biological chemistry. as long as i get a place im satisfied. =) nus havent given me a place yet. and i have low hopes of it too. lol. but nvr mind. shall wait.

hot weather really makes me want to sleep and sleep. i napped for 4 hours just now! lol. and i woke up at 7.15 only to realise that bbxian sms-ed me to meet at 6.30 to celebrate parps' bday. lol. and of cos i missed it. SIANS.

oh wells. life's been really really boring. driving test coming real soon hope i can pass. =)

2008-04-30T10:39:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

2008-04-26T20:44:00.001+08:00

A LOT OF PPL RECEIVE NTU LETTER ALRDY. HOWWWWW. =/

work is getting boring. scannings bore me to death. argh.

give me a life.

The Godfather Theme (Piano)

2008-04-23T13:59:00.001+08:00

LOLS me playing godfather theme song. SOOPER NICE SONG.

2008-04-22T00:49:00.002+08:00

just finished assembling a chest of 8 drawers together with papa. my mum is apparently very afraid of doing it and had suggested we pay for the person to fix for us. but then obviously it wasnt too difficult we finished it in an hour or so. lol quite fun i must say. and ikea stuff are easy to assemble. =) we assembled 2 tables yesterday in 30 minutes. easy stuff. hahaa.

now our room is black-brownish. coool. x)

whee going for practice this wednesday. so exciting cos the songs are difficult. LOL.

and i m so paranoid i keep opening my mailbox. but to see nothing associated with uni. MY MUMMY IS TERRIFYING ME. she keep saying she's so scared she has a feeling i might not get into nus or ntu. HOWWW.

chatted with lola the meep meep owner. and she say she'd gotten her driving license. FASTER THAN US!! lol. ok i must definitely pass in the first time round. =)

Food prices are escalating. but thumbdrives are getting cheaper and cheaper. 2GB for 20 bucks. cheap anot?

lol ok gotta sleep. bye.

2008-04-17T23:18:00.002+08:00

i just deleted a whole chunk of words. my creativity is depleting fast like the ozone layer.
oh ya talk abt ozone, i forgot what show i watched just now but it was mainly abt environmentally friendly stuff. a taiwan show.

the person said first thing. dont eat beef. he said it was the most important source of greenhouse-gas. yes THE COWS. this person said that commercially-bred cows eat corn and weird stuff that cause them to release LOTS OF GREENHOUSE GASES when they fart. so do not eat so much beef. decrease quantity dded and hence global dd for beef drops. they wont feed and rear so many cows. and ozone layer would be saved. LOLS! lucky the person nvr say chicken also will fart 0.0

anyways. they also talked about how to save money as cost of living is increasing everyday due to more expensive commodities. there's this person who claims that he uses credit card to earn money. he has 20 over cards and he knows all the discounts and cash rebates rates for all. but then after all. i think all that he said is quite not true cause he nvr consider the monthly fee that all banks charge. maybe that would not result in earnings. hmmm if not what do banks earn. ho.

i think i'll soon become a stayhome bob cos i dont really step out of the house unless needed. hate to go to office nowadays cos there's this disgusting person over there that scolds clients b**** and keeps asking me abt uni. the other person is bootlicker comes at 10 o clock. so when i step out of the house. it would be to open mailbox. go give tuition. driving lesson. or tjc. TV is my best buddy, although my big buddy broke down and now only has a small buddy.

gonna quit my job early june. and do adhoc maybe. talked about staying in hall when i go uni but my dad really disagree. LOLS he think hall is very unsafe. dont know leh. lol. but in other words does he expect me to travel from aljunied to boon lay everyday for school. drive oso very far.

my cousin going UK university of leeds to study nanotechnology. sounds super cool rite. lol. and jonathan goh said his lung collapsed and he could have died but he was very very lucky. deferred from NS till after surgery. which involves drilling into his pleural cavity and glueing his lung to the pleural cavity to prevent it from collapsing easily. he said he cant do anything that causes his lungs to jolt. like. BOUNCE. which sounded kind of funny. HAAAHA. but anyway. wish his surgery a success so that he can bounce his lungs again. LOL. owells. he's the only 0631 person i still do talk to nowadays. the rest either not online or cant start a convo. lol.

ok dat's all my lame talk for today. definitely will do something stoopid and upload it here soon. stay tuned.

2008-04-17T18:48:00.002+08:00

i hate empty promises. SUCKS.

went to ikea that day. and the hotdog-selling auntie is really irritating. i was keeping my money and she was like. GOT ORDER HOTDOG? den i was like. yea. den she say TAKE LOR! waa feel like punching her in the face. i keep my stuff first den take cannot meh. wat's her problem still shout damn loud.

should i throw away TIME magazines. dont really see the need to keep em. but cant make myself throw away something quite expensive. lols.

playing ridgeracer 2 quite fun cos keep DRIFTING. anyone got nice psp games or ps2 games to recommend?? quite bored at home despite giving tuition and work.

talk abt tuition. the thing im most afraid of when giving tuition is the student itself. when they dont even do their school hmwrk. and giving tuition means helping him do his schoolwork. it really is very boring.

end of april is coming real soon. im so paranoid ive developed the habit of walking to the mailbox everyday. sometimes 2 times a day.

cant wait for skl to start. ho.

ok BB.

2008-04-16T21:55:00.003+08:00

what's the point. they are all the same.

2008-04-14T10:38:00.002+08:00

why are people getting interviews and im not. this is something to be worried about. hmmm. esp when the course i chose alrdy called ppl up for interviews ler. howwww.

x'(

my laptop is slowly disintegrating. first it's the mouse pointing device thing. and i got a mouse. den it's the keys. and i anyhow fixed it. and now it's the local area connection plug in thing spoil. laptops only have a lifespan of 3 to 4 years. lols.

aiz.

2008-04-10T23:58:00.003+08:00

while reading thru my previous blogs. i recalled an event that should be a major hit in my sec 4 life. i didnt believe i actually did that. lolol.

i went to voice out my opinion about something someone said. but was seriously doubted by the person-in-charge. and the person who said that something actually denied saying it. which put me in a highly indesirable position and i was forcefully 'asked' to let the matter rest and to show that i was wrong. (hint: its a school thing). lols. i tink it was a big thing among students that time and I SWEAR THAT PERSON REALLY SAID THAT STATEMENT WHICH I HAD OPINIONS ON! I SWEAR THAT IF I LIE I WOULD BE STRUCK BY LIGHTNING. it's true. but since i was at a losing end in that kind of a situation and since i m only a student in a sec skl. i figured that i should keep the grudge in my heart and maybe VOICE IT OUT AGAIN SOMEDAY WHEN I HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY AND THE ABILITY TO BEAT THEM FULLY.

looking back at the stuff that i actually wrote. i tink that i was really brave to challenge authorities and omg the words that i used were so scary. lol. but i still cannot forgive that person. THAT IRRITATING PERSON. which is the reason why i dont really like to go back to my sec skl at all.

i was actly a little terrified when i read the actual emails that i received at that time. i couldnt imagine how i had the courage to do all that. lols. and i really thank my junior who may be blaming me now. hahaa. =)

ok. a HIGHLIGHT of my life. I WILL SEEK REVENGE! hiaks hiaks. x)

anyways i have the sudden urge to film my version of COLLEGE SAGA. lol maybe when i quit my job first.

and tjco concert's songs are so difficult! [ahh] who wants to come to tjco concert? =)

2008-04-10T01:51:00.002+08:00

GUESS WHAT. today i went back TJ to get co scores for concert. then the guard was like asking me why am i here. so the convo went like this. G=guard. B=bob.

G: girl why are you here?
B: I'm h.......
G: (interrupts me) you here for tuition issit?

I WAS LIKE. DO I LOOK LIKE A PRI SKL KID. COMING FOR LEO CLUB TUITION. LOLOLOLOLSS. somemore i was wearing tj shirt la! omg i was lyk so stunned. den....

B: ohh nope i m an ex-student. coming for cca practice.
G: ohh cca........ ok give me your ic i give you visitor pass.
B: ok...
G: CCA? where you going? staff lounge? audi?
B: (stunned. he is sooper no link) ahh nope THANK YOU!

WHY DOESNT HE BELIEVE THAT IM AN EX-STUDENT. still want to test me. LOL.

anyways. went back tj and realised the study area where me and parps used to do maths tutorial (LOL) the place where there is the mushroom wall lols. they turned it into a lounge kind of thing with funny chairs and weird atmosphere. and. nothing else changed. except for the people. ho. the bus lounge is still as ugly as before. lolol.

owells reason why im bloggin so late now is that i cant sleep. and i went to read thru my past entries of this blog and realise STRESS BRINGS OUT THE STOOPIDNESS AND FUNNEHNESS IN ME. and i went to read my oldest blog. I WAS A TOTALLY DIFFERENT BOB. ho. it's good to have a blog though you see the change in you. which sometimes may be SOOPER. lolol.

ok. shall go zzzzzzzzz now.

2008-04-08T16:18:00.001+08:00

changed blogkin. blah. =)

2008-04-06T19:14:00.002+08:00

im so deprived of my sundays these few weeks. had to stay at home reluctantly. but hopefully by next month i wont be a sad life bob who either goes to office or stay at home and rot.

lots of movement at home. and the spoiled tv. wanted to sell to garang guni man. but the frigging person is so irritating! cos my tv is 34 inches one he only offered 30 bucks and asked my dad to help him carry downstairs. and my dad was lyk. WTH? 30 bucks? and still need him to carry? so we decided to keep it and give it to this lady who sweeps the floor ask her to go sell instead.

very very scared of uni replies. ho.

and many problems are slowly emerging. I M SO IRRITATED.

owells. shall shut my ears and listen to the good stuff only. =)

2008-03-29T23:35:00.002+08:00

FINALLY. ive bought a gaohu =)!! using my salary. WHEE~ longed to have one 2 years ago. but mummy didnt agree. and now. i dont care her and bought using my own money. lols. WOOHOO. x')

owells. my FINAL DECISION: IGNORE NYP AND WAIT FOR UNI REPLY. hope i made the right choice. hmmm.

2008-03-28T00:43:00.004+08:00

can someone tell me what to do now. i m totally stucked.

accept poly? or reject poly and wait for uni.

poly=diagnostic radiography which is kind of FUN to me. and the PLUS POINT is that I am alrdy accepted by them they are waiting for me to accept. and after getting this diploma can go overseas one year get degree ler. which is kind of. SAVE MONEY.

BUT........

uni= a lot more fun but im seriously not very confident of getting in at all. my grades make me want to feel sad all over again. and yea. but yea uni of course better la 4 years degree and maybe honours.

SO WHAT NOW.

that's the problem with sucky grades. =(

I WANT TO BAO ZHA LER! COS ANYONE I ASK WILL TELL ME TO DONT CARE POLY AND GO UNI. but seriously they dont understand the dont-know-can-get-in-anot feeling in my heart. I REALLY DONT KNOW!

2008-03-21T21:35:00.003+08:00

I ALMOST CHOKED TO DEATH. was eating steamboat and den was chewing a small piece of abalone. but due to my tightened braces i cannot really chew it. and so i decided to just swallow it since it's quite small. but guess what. suddenly i cannot swallow it and i cannot spit it out. it was stucked at my throat. TOTALLY CANNOT BREATHE! and then i grabbed my throat trying to push it out. and my mum was like watching me gasping for air and trying to spit it out. COS SHE THOUGHT I WAS PLAYING A FOOL TRYING TO ACT LYK IM CHOKING. but after a few seconds my face turned red and then she sort of knew i wasnt faking. den she pressed my stomach and the abalone finally POPPED OUT. and that was when i realised breathing is such a wonderful feeling. lololols.

IT WAS AN OUT OF THE WORLD EXPERIENCE. cannot breathe=TOO SCAREE!!! x'o

owells. worked like mad trying to mail all the letters for my bosses. used up 2 ink cartridges in one day printed a total of 300 over pieces of paper! lols.

earned 55 bucks today but didnt enjoy holiday. SAD BOB.

ok BYEE.

2008-03-18T16:49:00.004+08:00

it was so scary!

i was watching tv and suddenly. the tv turned off by itself. and i thought i accidentally press. but a second later. there's this GREEN sphere that appeared and disappeared slowly. and then. I CANNOT ON THE TV ANYMORE! i was so scared. i ran away. cos i scared the tv might explode or something.

having a hard time choosing courses. due to my )@#(*)@(#%**%(#(#*$ results. sucks.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

BB.

2008-03-14T13:01:00.002+08:00

what are the courses available for blah blah grades plus a real lousy GP grade.

tell me please~!

2008-03-09T21:05:00.003+08:00

BOB IS SAD.

2008-03-05T17:39:00.004+08:00

GOOD LUCK BOBS.
GOOD LUCK PENGYOUS.
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE.

all i hope for is to get a nice cert. an admission ticket to U. =)

ALL THE BEST EVERYONE.

2008-02-27T18:35:00.003+08:00

i'm working. finally. lol. 4 hours a day. 20 bucks. doing some computer stuff about finance is quite fun. but yea quite boring lol.

heard that results would be out next week. 7th march. hmmmm this is so scary. aiz. BOB IS SCARED! howww. my life's really boring until next week. im really scared. i totally DONT look forward to it.
RARRR.

woohoo eating botak jones this saturday with parps. after driving lesson! :) lol so qiao we both book same time slot. lols.

oh ya. carn believe im saying this but IVE BOOKED MY DRIVING TEST DATE. lols. 20th may. heheee. and hopefully i will pass and i can drive my sister to school. x) and drive myself to school tooo. lol.

i watched DICEY BUSINESS on crunchyroll. and finished it in....5 hours. lol quite a nice show although the storyline quite crap. hahaa.

ok i'll pray that i can get results that can at least get me a place in uni. or nanyang poly A level courses. byeee then.

2008-02-14T15:03:00.005+08:00

HELLOOO. im back from korea! took lots of pics. and our group got a sooper shuai photographer. lol. I LOVE SKIING!! at korea. they eat steamboat all day long eat until i want to puke lol. i think cos it's winter time ba lol.

so here are some of the nicer pics i took. my favourites. x)

random photo taken.
from the window of the ski resort.
i dont know if it's clear but it's snowing. =)
yea at the skiing place

i tink this is the best fengshui place. dont know where. haha.

yea. i'm petting the mountain. haha.

yea. read and you'll know.

somewhere in the palace. lol.

MY FAVOURITE PICTURE. lol.ok off to driving lesson.

2008-02-02T11:15:00.000+08:00

some random photos. taken at my dad's shop.
the sky is. well. blue.

I THINK THIS IS THE CUTEST PICTURE OF MY COUSIN ANSEL. HAHA.

2008-01-15T16:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went to the dentist. and some funny stuff happened. lol.

i was waiting for my turn to see the dentist. and i see this auntie seemingly in a hurry. because SHE RAN STRAIGHT INTO THE GLASS DOOR. lolol

JUST LIKE THIS.

and i guess her teeth kind of bit her lip and it bled. lol den 2 dentists cleaned it up for her hahaha the scene was kind of funny. cos the counter people were laughing softly lolol.

next. when i was on the mrt. there's this shuai guy standing behind me at first. but suddenly at city hall. got lots of people board the train. den he was standing lyk. so close behind me. lolol.

ok that's the random stuffs.

sads my teeth are aching! lyk mad. the dentist tightened my braces. RARR.

i dont lyk to change phones. but yea. im changing again. cos my father has vouchers from m1 again and he doesnt want a new phone. neither do my mum and sisters. so i'll have to use it. lol. i was thinking. go use it to buy a new phone. and sell it! hahaaa money minded bob. lol.

it's pouring lyk mad now. soo cold! ok bb.

2008-01-08T17:28:00.000+08:00

I TINK MY BLOG IS GETTING MORE AND MORE BORING!! ARGHH!!

anyways. today's driving lesson. suddenly rain lyk mad lor. den i turn the wiper to max speed for the first time. it's lyk. cannot see a thing! too scaree. so we drove back to circuit. oh ya today i broke record. and drove all the way to springfield sec. way pass my normal ubi route. hahaaa and the instructor today quite nice! lol. today's lesson was KEWL.

RARRRR. im mad. packing stuff for korea. i carn wait.

2008-01-05T02:21:00.000+08:00

last year's CNY. my family went china. in a big group of 12. and this year. we're going to KOREA! wheeeeee finally i will be able to touch and play snow! im sooper eggcited abt it. HEHEHEHE x). this is probably the third time we go overseas tgt during CNY.

first time was in sec 3 i think. we went bangkok. bought clothes and i really remember bargaining with the thais even though it's alrdy cheap cheap ler. and the bbq stall beside our hotel is really DAMN NICE i love it. the person pokes a few pieces of chicken and everything else you can find on a chicken on a satay stick. and bbqs it. and each stick cos only lyk. 5 cents i tink. AND IT"S VERY NICE!!! ahhh i so miss it. =) but the horrible thing abt this trip is that mummy fell ill had kind of a kidney infection which was not very serious. i remember she was lyk having fever almost throughout and i towelled her forehead at night. kept worrying abt her aiz and you know what. when we came back singapore and she went to A&E. and because at dat time was lyk the SARS period. the doctor was lyk saying she got the symptoms and we were sooper scared la. but luckily its not. =)

second time was last year we went china. NOT FUN AT ALL COS MY AH GONG KEPT BRINGING US ARND TO VISIT PPL'S HOUSES NO TIME TO SHOP AT ALL. but the scenery was well. DIFFERENT AND COOL. bought hulusi and dizi back though.

and so. IM SO EGGCITED ABT KOREA. but the bad thing is. angpows would definitely reduce in number. AWWW.

hahahaa gonna take my final theory test sooooooooon so eggcited driving lessons are FUN! okk it's kind of late. i shall go sleeeeeep now.

2007-12-30T00:53:00.000+08:00

the best way to make full use of your gamma tee. x)

2007-12-22T02:04:00.000+08:00

my mummy helped my sister dye her hair. and i was tempted. but i m very angry. because. despite buying a lighter colour than my sis. MY HAIR TURNED OUT TO BE DARK BROWN AND SORT OF NO COLOUR. too frustrating. rarr.

guess my hair's too black? or too stubborn to absorb. lol.

i still dont understand why. u see. my sis has long hair. i have short hair. so as a matter of fact. i ll have more dye for my hair and more colour right? but no! this is absurd.

christmas is around the corner. i carn wait to exchange presents with my cousins. new year's coming. oh no this is too fast. i still dont have a job. lol.

i m really scared of receiving my results. i have no confidence at all. i feel so. so lost. mummy asked me to plan for the worst. so i was wondering.

if i cannot get into NUS or NTU. i would consider going SP to study optometry. or if we have money. maybe go SIM. or else. retake As. if not. go orchard road play erhu. hahaa.

it's really scary. it's near. i dont know how.

2007-12-19T17:10:00.000+08:00

hellooo.

havent been receiving edusave scholarships after sec 3. or any edusave stuff. but yea. just received a letter saying i got the EAGLES award. lol. yups i got 150 bucks for serving as exco in co and doing more than 16 hours of cip and representing school for syf and got gold with honours. hahaa. i think all excos will receive ba. =)

life's been boring and mundane. went around buying christmas presents with my family for my other family members cos we'll be celebrating christmas at my house. yups so now the christmas tree has lots of presents around-on-in-under it. lols.

got a sooper big doggie from watsons only 20 bucks. it's damn big the head is bigger than my face. and it is bigger than my pillow. it's value for money. hahaa. and it's sooper soft! :)

watched alvin and the chipmunks and OMG THEY ARE SOOPER CUUTE LA. esp when they beatbox. haha. quite a cuute moovee. x)

i want a job quick to add some life to my life

2007-12-13T19:21:00.000+08:00

FINALLY. ive written out my resume.

and 1 hour after i sent my application to recruit express. THE PERSON CALLED ME UP. LOLS. i was like sleeping den when i woke up i saw 2 miss calls and a message. i called and the person was like asked me to go for interview straightaway. den i was like. OK. den i went aimlessly dont know what to expect and whatever. den i realised it's a nice recruitment company which will help me send my resume to organisations. LOL. and yea. i'll still have to wait. WAITING SUCKS. rarrr.

ok so that's all for a happening day today. i dont know anything about jobs. but i know that looking for a job is really DIFFICULT. RARR.

today driving i got onto a kerb. BAD. but that's common for a beginner? hahaaa.

i hope my holidays would be more interesting. HMMMM.

2007-12-10T11:32:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging recently. nothing to blog. lols.

called up my primary school and gave them my contact so that they can call me up when they need relief teachers. owells i guess relief teaching is a really unstable job. hmmmm. cos i dont really know when i'll get a job lols. what shall i do while waitng lehs. sians.

because of the rain. i realised my shoes have holes underneath. cos my feet always get wet when got rain. lol. hohoho. so i bought a pair ytd. =)

set up christmas tree. those candycanes tempt me to eat them up. but braces made me cannot bite them. lol.

ahhh this post is really so not interesting. i shall stop here. BB.

2007-11-30T22:04:00.000+08:00

WHEEE I PASSED MY BTT. after one e-trial the day before the real BTT. x'''). parps passed too. x)

ok so i had my first driving lesson today. I DROVE. TOO COOL. hahaaa. i tout it was easy but i realised stepping on the accelerator is the most difficult de lor. not like play arcade daytona easy just step. lolol. today kept doing right turns. and i managed to stop correctly at the zebra crossing. without braking with JERK. yayyy. hahaa. anyway i tink the instructor today quite nice. lol. owells it was FUN FUN FUN.
ok i am eggcited cos i dont know what i ll be learning next. x)

anyways. my application for RELIEF TEACHER got approved. MOE emailed me asking me to wait for schools to employ me or i can enthu and go find schools to employ me. LOL. so yea relief teaching is so unstable cos u wont know when u ll get a job. LOL. but given the quite ATTRACTIVE pay. i shall wait. haha.

ok BB for now.

2007-11-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

WHEEEE. EXAMS ARE OVER. lyk. LAST WEEK. lolol.

i m still busy studying. YES STUDYING. for my BASIC THEORY TEST for DRIVING!! yayyyy. straight after our last A level paper. me and parps went to sign up for DRIVING! wheee too cooool. x)

owells. i spent the last week chionging maple but sians only level up 10 levels. ahaa maplestory rocks even though i havent played for the pass 2 years. wheeeee.

ok so tmr is the BTT alrdy. wish me luck. i really hope i can pass it on the first try. x')

prom's coming. and i regret buying the ticket. IT"S ALL PENGYOUS' FAULT!!

AHHHHHH OK BB.

2007-10-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

im off to my 23 days of rollercoaster ride.
jealous? hahhaaha.

ok see yer.

2007-10-23T23:20:00.002+08:00

yupss my vibrating spongebob.

2007-10-23T17:32:00.000+08:00

today had gp lesson. after a week of study break. and guess what. only got 8 ppl from my class went. 32% only lololol.

sians. i dont know what to blog.

oh ya tanks ppl yayy i like my blogskin tooooo so colourful.

after saying "As is so scary As is coming" for dont know how many times and for dont know how long. it is really coming in a week's time. and it is ending in a month's time. whee~

i really hope i can jump pass this huge hurdle and get into a local uni. rarrr.

byee.

2007-10-17T15:59:00.000+08:00

WHEEPS.
yups i changed my blogskin. into a more colourful one. x)

ok back to work. a few more weeks to freedom. x)

2007-10-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

i think im mad because i like to visit blogs that stirs up the irritating feeling in me. lol.

i seriously think that technology has created a world of hypocrites and people who think that they are the the "righteous" the most noble of all. technology has made everyone an expert. just pop a word in the google search toolbar and you get your answers in like 0.22 seconds although reliability is another factor of concern. this has turned people into proclaiming themselves as the know-it-all and criticise other people. argh this is too irritating.

and i was watching this taiwan show where a guest said that children from less privileged families usually are more well-mannered and more determined in nature. and i also think that this is quite true ehh. rich kids are usually spoilt brats who most of the time think that they can have anything that they want and criticise anyone they like. they think that they can do anything cause no matter what there is a "wall" behind them to support their falls.

ohh nooo. i m sounding like an irritating blogger.

why are there so many things happening in a small 30 by 30 square metres area room. people are fighting against their own people. always putting a disguise with dat disgusting laughter.

i think the kind of people you mix with determines people's perception of you.

ohh no why m i spewing random stuff.
today is a crappy day.
i told people my neh mind neh mind joke.
and ah wang said it was the best of all the jokes i said. LOL.

today's the last day of skl but doesnt feel really sad. lolol.
next tuesday's farewell concert. yea.

ok selamat hari raya aidilfiltri!

2007-10-10T15:40:00.001+08:00

i havent been going to skl since. yesterday. haha.
forced to stay at home to at least do some work.
but i think i am sooper inefficient.
lol.

ok so i was so stupid i went to watch a 10-episode japanese drama on crunchyroll.
but i keep fast forward-ing i finished it in 2.5 hours i tink. lol.

so there's the evidence that i m not efficient studying at home.
=x

2007-10-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

OH MIIAAN (in dora the explorer that fox's voice).

despite my class getting best improvement award for chemistry.
my result still sucked.
ahhhh.
(actly i dont see the link)

ok so yes.
life's been passing scarily fast.
and i am very troubled by something.
that is.
how can i prevent myself from panicking and making stoopid careless mistakes during exams?
when i look at my papers.
I FEEL DUMB. loolollol.
cos i know how to do.
but under stress.
i screwed up.
lol.
ahaaa isnt this so sadly funny.
aiz.

ok byeeee.

2007-10-04T20:29:00.000+08:00

ever since 20th july.
i havent step into co room.
and i realise i sort of miss co.
ho.
i miss comm people!

and the juniors!

i miss TJCO. x)

2007-09-29T01:41:00.000+08:00

prelims didnt turn out well.
in fact. it was disastrous.
bio is as screwed as always. and i dont know why i love to answer apples when they ask for oranges.
chem was not up to my own expectations. with my stoopid careless mistakes all over the place.
maths too. i was too careless.
econs is still a mystery.
so is GP.

and so. my hard work ended off just like this.
SIANS.

what was even more sians is that 'the one' said that our maths paper is set to A level standard. ( which i dont really believe, given their kiasu-ness)
and 'the one' was so direct. he congratulated those with distinctions.
and then SUAN-ED those who failed. saying they nvr pass maths for their whole life. and stuff.
which was so insulting!
and 'the one' say. only a small proportion of these Us and Ss will get distinction in As.
what was INTENDED to be encouraging turned out to be yet another demoralising lecture.
lolol.

i think my GP is screwed.
econs? couldnt expect more.

no more time to lose.
GOTTA WORK NOW.

2007-09-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

CAN U JUST GO AWAY.

oh ya. THANKS.

2007-09-26T14:20:00.000+08:00

i
am
very
sian
because
i
made
lots
of
careless
and
stupid
mistakes
for
chem.

i
am
very
sad
cause
my
bio
sucked.

i
am
very
sian
now
i
must
go
study
like
mad
really
mad.

i
must
really
do
what
i
tell
myself
to.
byee.

2007-09-25T13:00:00.001+08:00

i woke up at 7 today.
cos mummy's phone alarm didnt ring (kind of creepy) lolol. so decided not to go skl cos sure late.
so went to music room and took some photos.

i love my phone. lol.

i think i can take nice photos. weheee~

2007-09-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

ive been crazily addicted to it.

and i was crazy to buy it halfway thru prelims.

i am spending most of my time for the last 3 days playing it.

and this THING(which, ironically i bought it myself) is none other den...

i censored it cos the girl seemed to be showing too much of herself, not just her singing.

hohoho. dont worry it's not a dirty game. it's lyk o2jam. x)

sooper fun sooper fun.

wheeee~

i'm lvl 37 lolol.

see i play fast. ahaa.

ok byee.

2007-09-21T12:58:00.000+08:00

before i get defeated by (yet. again) my last prelim paper.
i must say that i m getting sick of being defeated by non-living things.
lol. actly i dont feel eggcited at all even though prelims is going to end in 2hours and 15 minutes time.
ohohohohohohoho.

just some crap.
yayyy yue bing jie is coming.
saw lanterns and sparklers so bought some so that we can play on tuesday.
hahaa so funn. wheee.
i love yue bing jie.
cos we get to play with fire. fun fun fun.
oops i sound a bit weird. lol.

ok im a good bob im going to little womburdur later to help my mum and dad at the shop.
after my last paper.
LOL.
when the rest of the people will perform the after-exam ritual of going out and walk here walk there watch mooveee.
ahh ok byeee.